love.laugh.live

a little bit o this - a little bit o that

2010-01-28T02:48:00.000-08:00

Today, I decided to make an entry about Me:

Family - My number 1
Friends - My number 1 and a half
Hates - Complicated things
Loves - Being different
Msn - Away meaning online, busy -- online, off -- away
The sims 2 - Interior designing
Adobe CS 4 - Making the impossible, possible
Computer - This like I cannot live without, nerd! I know
iPhone - My favorite entertainment there is
Camera - Am a cam-whore
Photobox - Can't seem to just walk away without photobox-ing
Makeup - Am a Makeup Artist
Nail polish - You name it, got all colors you could think of
Shoes - Cannot stand seeing hot heels
Black - The color practically screams my name
Music - Inspires me in any ways
Jelly fish - Calms me down every time i look at em
Food - Well hey, I live to eat NOT eat to live
Quote - "if you think im ignoring you, that's because i am"
I say enjoy life to the fullest, cheers.

Yes. I do name my stuff like:
My iPhone is - Pudding
My nds is - Pancake
My comp is - Cream puff

iWishlist

2010-01-03T20:57:00.000-08:00

Here it is, my list! My Wish List to be specific (for this year and the upcoming years):

1. Lose 8kiloooss, this one has to happen before me flying out to beijing LOL.
2. Fine, study Chinese with all my heart pffftt. Snap out of it Beth! Focus!
3. Places that I need to visit before I die haahhaaha - Japan, Korea, Orlando (Harry Potter Theme Park), L.A (Hollywood), Egypt.
4. Mencari PH jiahahaha. Yuhuuu come out come out where ever you areee =P
5. SEE QUEST CREW LIVE PERFORMANCES. And I do wish they're coming to Melbourne next year. YES! next Year when I'm back from Beijing pleaseee Lolll.
6. Get a good job! The job that I've been dreaming of.
7. Buy a warm house for my parents :)
8. Be a bighearted person, it's hard seriously.
9. Get to the point where I can put my biggest smile on my face, and only God knows what can bring that smile to me.
10. AMIIINN !

xox,beth

...another year begins

2010-01-01T03:23:00.000-08:00

Getting older for one more year, WHY? WHYY? WHAAIII? Aiyaaa makin tua - makin kriput iniii. Makin kerasa juga encok2nya ahahhaa.

La roux - this time i'll beee bulleettt(bangett) waahahaha. My goal this year is to reach freaking 46 kilos and only God knows when it's gonna happen -big sigh-

do do do~~

Ke beijing? Hayooo, gw dah siap! Err..... ahahaha not really. Mamaaa don't kick me out to Beijing T.T yeppp life is cruel. But I still love you both pa ma, even though you kicked me out urghh.

Saatnya mencari PH klo kata si pin HAHAHA. Let's pin! Let'sss. Mariii ktemu Quest Crew ow ow ow.. That is also one of my biggest dreams rite now, get to see the live show of Quest Crew here in Melbourne! -crossing fingers- xD

My new words for 2010: AND YOU!

OH kenapa gw demen gila ama Michael Jackson? Seriously org2 slalu pada nanya kok kaenya gw tergila2 banget ma MJ, dengerin lagunya mulu, nontonin dia mulu Lolll. That's because not that I just like his songs, but I learned from him through his songs. Masih pada bingung knapa? Lo dengerin aja dhe tuh lagu2nya, esp man in the mirror. Why? Because that song has a deep meaning. MJ changed the world in my eyes dari racism, poverty, small living things that we don't even think about.. He really did. Despite all those shits that had been thrown to his face, I believe that he is a good person. well, gw sih simple aja. Gw percaya apa yg gw liat pake mata, dan yg gw liat dia itu a role model and inspirations for millions of people. Bukan child molester, gay or watever. so bad luck people who go against him, keep on being jealous. I don't care.
Dan YES gw lagi sambil dengerin lagunya dia yg Man in The Mirror :)

Gotta make a change
For once in my life
It's gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As I turned up the collar on
A favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin' my mind
I see the kids in the street
With not enough to eat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their need

A summer's disregard
A broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other
On the wind ya' know
'Cause they got nowhere to go
That's why I want you to know

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey
Na na na, na na na, na na na oh ho

I've been a victim of
A selfish kinda love
It's time that I realize
There are some with no home
Not a nickel to loan
Could it be really pretending that they're not alone

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody's broken heart
And a washed out dream
(Washed out dream)
They follow the pattern of the wind ya' see
'Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make that change

...ok leave me alone, I'm singing.

Andre & Ilona's Wedding - 20.12.2009

2009-12-20T18:06:00.001-08:00

People should know that one of MY BEST FRIENDS in the world JUST GOT MARRIED! That's rite people! CONGRATULATIONS to Ilona Bianda Clare Tikoalu and Andreas Agus Adhitya !!! And boy yesterday was hella of things to do. So I got up at freaking 4 am - got ready - left house at 7.30 am to Ona's house. And yeeess I am the makeup artist for her wedding + the maid of honor :)

Anyway, we took off from Ona's house at 2.30 to go to the church and we were late LOL, hey Ona's the bride so she's allowed to be late.. Gw bener2 terharu seterharunya gw, like imagine this " one of your best friends that you know since junior high, and surely been through a lot together; is getting married". As I look at her standing there, I just had this moment that I couldn't believe that she's finally getting married. Well people who know her must've known that her biggest dream is to find the love of her life and get married. The ceremony went well and it was lovely, I couldn't be happier for her. Gw ampe mesti nahan nangis 2 kali tau ga saking terharunya, mata gw ampe sakit banget gara2 nahan air mata ahahaha.

Then off to the photo shoot locations. Mannn was freezing as hell, and I was tiiiiireeddd! Like tired til the point where I literally just wanna chop my feet off. But it was fun and again tired ahahahahaha. Also my stomach was the biggest problem, it just couldn't stop rumbling! If they could talk, they would probably singing already. Ok sorry back to the topic.

Dinner timeee! Love it love it looveee it! Me just want food badly. It was funnn! The food was ok not really enough to make my stomach full and as for the result I lost like 2 KILOS in a day, it was just hilarious to see hahahah. The cake! Prettyyy and good atmosphere with a fabulous view. It was just a perfect reception :)) I could see people enjoyed themselves on the wedding day. Oh! I made a toast for the groom and bride. And I tried my best to remember what I said ok, soalnya kmaren aja tuh dikasih tau mendadak klo gw mesti bikin toast pffftt. So here it is:
I've known Ona for around 9 years or so.
I know all of her love stories and surely know that she's been through a lot.
Until one day I told her that she's gonna meet someone that will make her heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
As we all can see that she does now, so if you please raise your glass because I'd like to make a toast to the groom and bride!
Once again, Congratulations Andre and Ilona.
Cheers.
And after we're just having the good time in life, cam-whoring, chit-chatting, cupcaking =D

CONGRATULATIONS ANDRE AND ILONA
MAY THE BOTH OF YOU LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER
GOD BLESS YOU BOTH
<3

FUNtastic month ever!

2009-11-17T22:47:00.000-08:00

How's everybody? Obviously haven't posted anything in like forever. Well not really LOL. Ok skip the nonsense, you all already can see that I'm in a good mood WHILE typing. Doesn't mean that I had no stressed out moments during this month. Forget the depressing stories, don't wanna remember it ever.

NOW let's get to the day when I got OLDer. 21st huh? Gotta be honest, feels NOthing different. Except that I have more lines & wrinkles, not so nice :p hahaahaa. Anyway, a week after me birthday, this happened on my lazy sunday; You know I was just watching America's Best Dance Crew -- my fave :) all day long. Well, actually it was a depressing day for me due to a personal reason. You see, I was in a very bad mood for a freaking whole day that day. and people started acting weird like my mom: "trice mandi buruan, kita kecrown yok" out of nowhere. On my head was "heh?" it was just random. Then I took a shower, right after Jc told me to come out and take a look at this dog which OBVIOUSLY wasn't there. I was like where the heck is this dog that she's talking about. A second later my friends were spraying me with party spray, soda, flour and all any other things that made my whole body looked & felt gross enough LOL. It really was. Oh have I mentioned that I was JUST got out from a shower?! Mannn it was REALLY a surprise, including the fact that I had to wash my hair for how many times? 5 times! Ahahaha siaulll. Ga lupa juga baju yg kena sabo direndem ampe seminggu baru kluar. Here it is:

Thenn it's time for my birthday dinner :D happiest moment nananaaa~~ Well nothing much to tell really. It's just one of those moment we called FUN: chatting, cam-whoring, laughing, eating (Ishiya Stone Grill - recommended) and having fun. My dears surprised me with a GIANT BEAR CUPCAKE which I looveeed, not only the looks was GOOD but the taste was DELICIOUS. Wasn't expecting it at all THANKYOO guys! -bighugs- oh also I got presents from them, I got FREAKING GUCCI and MARC JACOBS BAYBEE ahahaha and again THANKYOO! Much love from me <3

xox,beth

Michael Jackson - "before you judge me, try hard to love me"

2009-10-31T04:53:00.000-07:00

Just watched "This is it" today. How was it? It was Effin AWESOME, lebay dikit sih heehhehe. Well couldn't contain myself. I just LOOOVEE Michael Jackson ! I seriously do and seriously think that he's a REAL individual. He didn't care about people bitching about his outer/inner, he just kept being him-truly-self and I'm glad he did. IDC about people talking shits about him or keep on asking me why do I like MJ so much? He IS something ok. He is the king of pop, he can act, he can dance and he surely can sing. When I say he can sing, I mean he CAN sing! And you all are just jealous hehe. Face it people, like it or not he is real something and already somebody! For you people who haven't seen the documentary yet, you should really consider watching it. I'm still imagining what is the concert gonna be look like if he's still here :( padahal gw dah janji ma sodara gw mo semahal apapun tiketnya bakal gw beli buat nonton MJ! Even though I don't do concerts with expensive pricing and non-clear views Lolll. Maaann me want MJ do the last world concerts. Shut up. I know it's not gonna happen T-T
Now imma share some facts about him:

1. Jackson has two stars on the Hollywood Walk of Fame (one for himself and one as part of the Jackson Five).

2. In 1984 Jackson won eight Grammy’s – the joint highest amount ever won by one person in a single year.

3. In 1993 Jackson’s dermatologist said he had a rare skin disease called vitiligo, which causes sufferers to lose pigmentation in their skin. It affects 1 to 2 per cent to 2 per cent of the population.

4. Thriller is the world’s best-selling record of all time with an estimated 50 million copies sold worldwide.

5. Thriller spent 37 weeks at number one in the US Billboard chart.

6. Two of his other albums – Bad and Dangerous – are also among the world’s best-selling records.

7. Billie Jean was the first video by a black artist to air on MTV.

8. Jackson has sold more than 300 million records worldwide. His total lifetime earnings from music are estimated at $500 million.

9. Jackson regularly wore a black armband to remind people of children suffering around the world.

10. During production of a 1984 Pepsi advertisement Jackson sustained burns when an explosion set his hair on fire.

11. In 1984 a French fan committed suicide because he couldn’t have surgery to look like Jackson.

12. Jackson was a vegetarian.

14. Jackson patented a shoe device that allowed dancers to lean forward at gravity defying angles.

15. A survey in 1997 declared Jackson is the Most Famous Person in the World.

16. Macauley Culkin is godfather to two of Jackson’s children.

17. Jackson is godfather to Nicole Richie, Bee Gees singer Barry Gibb’s son Michael.

18. At the time of his death Jackson was rehearsing for his greatest comeback, with 50 shows scheduled in London.

19. Jackson initially used his eccentricities to promote his music but strongly disliked the “Wacko Jacko” nickname.

20. In 2005 Jackson was found not guilty on child molestation charges.

Michael Jackson and the number 7:

-Michael Jackson signed his will on 7/7/02.
-Michael Jackson's memorial was on 7/7/09...exactly 7 years after the will was signed.
-Michael Jackson's two biggest hits -- "Black & White" and "Billie Jean" -- were each #1 for 7 weeks.
-Michael Jackson's three biggest albums -- "Thriller," "Bad" and "Dangerous" -- each produced 7 top 40 hits.
-Michael Jackson was born in 1958 ... 19 + 58 = 77
-Michael Jackson died on the 25th ... 2 + 5 = 7
-Michael Jackson has 7 letters in his first and last name.

familiar with a quote "lucky number 7"? :)

Michael Jackson is just AMAZING :))

Ada pertemuan, pasti ada perpisahan

2009-09-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

Finally, this is the end of Vina's super tiring farewell weekends. Starting from friday we went to Greco Cafe @ Crown for chit-chatting. Next on saturday had yumcha - cafe - dinner, then went to Jesslyn's apartment to watch "keluarga bahagia" s farewell present for Vina (gave a little short film) and surprisingly Vina crieeedd while watching it aww ahahhaa. Then all the girls cried. Well hey couldn't help it you know with the situation and all xD Lolll. But it was sweet, didn't feel that way when we were editing it. Gladly, the short film was a successful. After we went back to crown and sit around chatting up til dawn. Sunday! It was so much fun had dinner and play a few games. But no good ending here cus tomorrow at 9.50am sharp Vina's leaving Melbourne T-T it's just very sad knowing that we won't be able to call Vina out to go to Max'B again, shopping in the city or maybe even just to wondering around acting crazy all night long. Oh how I'll miss 122 St.Kilda apartment. And every other bits that happened when Vina's here. Susah sedih seneng. We went through it all in this 5 years or so.. Just wanted to say this again but I know that Vina surely knows it already. Is that WE LOVE YOOH TOO MUCH VINA ! KEEP ALL THE MEMORIES, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE THEM BEHIND CUS THEY'RE ALL PART OF YOU =D

xox,beth

Words are crucial

2009-08-20T06:54:00.000-07:00

As my friend said when women say all of these things, it means:

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing).

(6) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT SAY 'you're welcome'. that will bring on a 'whatever').

(7) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F**K YOU!

(8) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response (Refer to # 3).

The reason why..

2009-08-11T23:51:00.000-07:00

That's it. I've had enough. For once I thought I could forget about you. Thinking that yes. Sure. all of these shit that people call lovie dovie feeling would be gone eventually. Well hey, guess what, it's still here. I didn't throw it away. I buried it in. Wrong! Of course. All these years, I told my friends to let it go. Buang jauh2. Don't ever keep it inside (that's for their case). Me? I just don't want them to go through what I've experienced. I didn't even tell my best buds that its aching inside, I seriously didn't know how to. And keep thinking it'll go away. Running life like nothing's happened. Now imma be open n tell you people, including "you" this is why I don't date another guy yet. My head is blank, ada pikiran juga isinya lo lagi lo lagi loo lagiii.. It's been over a year dan gw masih suka mikirin hal2 bego lucu yg dulu2. Guess it's because down there masih penuh ke isi sama lo doank. Regretting what I've done in the past. But I was terribly wrong. Now you're gone. And it has been the biggest regret in my life so far. Worse dari cinta monyet gw yg pertama obviously. Just great. Seumur hidup cuma ada 1 cwo yg bener2 nyita smua perhatian gw. Bener2 tragis. Done. There my story, relieved now its open to public. For those who likes to nanya2 knapa gw ga punya2 cwo or keep rejecting one guy to another. This is the answer.

Ps for him:
Knowing that you moved on with your life since ages ago and happy with your life now. It is a joy to watch. I'm really over you now. Though I still think you as a good friend n nothing else no hope none watsoever.

I'm slowly falling out of love with you..

MY LOVELIES

2009-08-05T18:14:00.000-07:00

Heya peeps!
Miss me much?
I've been away for err I don't know, almost 2 months or so?
And it was a very sweet business.
That's rite. My dearest cousins visited Melbourne.
It was a HELL LOT OF FUN!
I even cried when they went home. Yes. Lame. IDC, that's my weakness : -Good Byes-
now I'll post some photos when they were here with some captions :D

D1 - (Park) We walked with money, it was seriously fun teeheehe

D2 - We explored the so called CITY ahahaha. uh huh Melbourne, city's all we've got

Max Brenner : Chocolate's Heaven

D3 - City again and agaiiinn (Swanston-Lonsdale st)

Deathly card games, ahaha lebayy

D4 - (Swanston-Bourke st)

D5 - (Fed.sQuare & Crown)

Now now I think 5 days would be enough for today's entry LOLL.
Don't want to bore you people to read / see all these things xD
Cus like seriously I've got like a thousand photos and stories to tell when they're here.
But I guess, wouldn't fit all of that in here heheheh.

Jordyn Taylor ft. Allan Cutler - What if

2009-08-02T05:54:00.000-07:00

Text appears in the video :)

xox,beth

Josh Verdes - Love at first sight

2009-06-02T18:21:00.000-07:00

There she was
On a warm summers breeze
Just as free as could be
So oblivious to me
As I stand
Taking her in
Everything else seems to fade
As I get up to say

This is it
This is the moment am I right or wrong?
But I've got to catch you before you are gone again
Don't wanna rush you; I've got nothing to lose
But I've got this feeling it should be me and you
Palms are shaking
Could this really be...my love at first sight?

Here I stand
Going out on a limb
Searching deep within
For the words to say
She just smiles
As I try to explain
Then she puts her fingers to my lips
As she gets up to say

This is it
This is the moment am I right or wrong?
But I've got to catch you before you are gone again
Don't wanna rush you; I've got nothing to lose
But I've got this feeling it should be me and you
Palms are shaking
Could this really be...my love at first sight?(love at first sight)

Bridge:
You may not believe
But just wait and keep hope alive
Cuz its there; Oh it's real
And one day you will find
You will find your love at first sight

This is it
This is the moment am I right or wrong?
But I've got to catch you before you are gone again
Don't wanna rush you; I've got nothing to lose
But I've got this feeling it should be me and you
Palms are shaking
Ohhhhh could this really be...

xox,beth

...if he's not marrying you

2009-06-02T05:43:00.000-07:00

Who says that movie is a piece of junk that makes your grades at school drops?
Well truthfully u can learn A LOT from a movie. Seriously. Take a look at this point of view from "he's just not that into you" movie.

And they said "...if he's not marrying you".
They'll give all these reasons just to make excuses, like :

1. Oh, I don't wanna stand in your way. (He doesn't wanna stand in our way OR he doesn't want US to stand in HIS way?)

2. You're perfect, it's just I have to work on myself. (Yea rite.. Well nobody's perfect. Maybe we should work on this together?)

3. I'm just thinking of your happiness. (What if we say that our happiness is him? And it is a classic pathetic answer)

4. I don't deserve you. (He must be thinking the opposite)

5. I am so jealous of the guy who gets to marry you. (That could've been you, smart ass)

..and the next time you girlies hearing these from your guys? That's a sign that he's just not that into you. What's the best to do next? YES. Moving on.

The Dress

2009-05-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

FYI : I WANT THIS DRESS BADLY !

The end.

xox,beth

16.05.09

2009-05-18T20:50:00.000-07:00

So it was Vina's 21st surprise birthday party.

We decided to ask her to come along to me house for "cooking together thingy" just the 4 of us (me,ona,vina,jess). Whereas others came later on at nite to arrange 210 candles in front of my house which says "HAPPY BDAY VINA". Kinda screwed up a little bit due to a strong wind blew away all the candles hahaha, should've gone with plan B instead. Oh wells. Apart from all that, everything was perfect esp. the sabo part. It was craazzzeeehh ! Even I got some the taste of it ... not cool Lolll. Over all performances for that nite was Great. Then we decided to go to city, had some dinner cus we're all starved to death. Next we went to ramenya, we got ourselves an entertainment : Amel's singing in live band show ! Yahooo~~ was good believe me. still don't?

go check it yourself at -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v8KC4z41TjY

and here some of the photos that were taken that nite ^^

Haeuhaeuhaeuaehuaehhaeuh ! Vina poo poo-ed red&green jellies LOL

L O V E

2009-05-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

Ok. So I decided to make my first topic on me newest blog web about love. Classic is it? IDC.
I found these love Quotes from Shakespeare's pages randomly. And have found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Not that I've experienced everything about ups and downs of love. It was Shakespeare who also said " love is blind " now that is something I know to be true..
For some, quite inexplicably..love fades. For others, love is simply lost.
But then, of course love can also be found even if just for the night.

And then there's another kind of love, the cruelest kind, the one that almost kills its victims - its called unrequited love.

-The Holiday-